Been working on logos, more art in progress.

I have made around 5 logos this year, not many, but I typically never post them. It's just not my main focus. If I put myself out there as a logo guy then that's all I'll be doing.

That's the same reason why I didn't wanna do more art for Berried Alive and other cartoony looking illustrations and t-shirt projects that people were asking for. I don't want that to take over as what I do, even though I can do it as well as anyone.

I never liked following what people want just to get more work. I could have been one of those types. They are everywhere. But I'd rather just do the art I wanna do and let it be, even if nobody understands it or has any use for it. That's why fan art was never my thing, and never will be.

I actually wanna collaborate LESS with random people cause I learned just how toxic it can be to associate with the wrong people. Especially talentless grifters that just wanna use you to make themselves look good as a stepping stone, then just act like you don't exist as soon as they monkey branch to the next thing that they think they can leech off of. People that are chasing fame are the absolute worst of the worst.

Can we just make art?

I'm still working on more Art..

 I just finished the back image for the new Nocturnus AD demo/album. Mike Browning recorded some material before he passed, so I was told they are gonna try to put something together as a final release. That's all I know. I'm still doing everything the hard way, by hand, but I don't get any respect, reach or anything positive out of using social media,  just anxiety and time wasted. So I'm kind of not wanting to post there anymore, but I obviously will cause there's nowhere else to post. Just so you know, I don't like the shit whatsoever. I can't stand likes and comments. I don't really care about what people say, cause people will never tell you anything privately, so its not authentic, its all for show. I feel like the whole world is a demonic fuck-fest of stupidity. Something has got to give. France has the right idea. Now it just need to go global. Maybe reduce the population by 9/10ths 'til the only people left are people that mind their own business. Then I can grow squash in the backyard and sleep a lot cause I no longer have to pay to exist. You know, actual freedom? 

Now I have this website, which costs roughly $100 a month just to keep it up. So I make no profits from it. I've been a hamster on a wheel for the last 20 years. Still don't even have a car. I never go anywhere. Just work on art and exist. And now people take it all for granted because of AI. If I have to make 10 digital paintings just to sell one at 50% off then I definitely wont be here much longer. I guess all of you internet clowns won with your evil bullshit. And who cares? NOBODY! Good riddance to this world is all I can say. Never liked it much to begin with and I definitely can't stand it now. Its a sick joke. Just waiting on the last shoe to drop. It's all but over now. I feel like I'm here just to watch shit get worse. Like watching a real life horror movie. I'm not suicidal but I hate everything!