I'm still working on more Art..

 I just finished the back image for the new Nocturnus AD demo/album. Mike Browning recorded some material before he passed, so I was told they are gonna try to put something together as a final release. That's all I know. I'm still doing everything the hard way, by hand, but I don't get any respect, reach or anything positive out of using social media,  just anxiety and time wasted. So I'm kind of not wanting to post there anymore, but I obviously will cause there's nowhere else to post. Just so you know, I don't like the shit whatsoever. I can't stand likes and comments. I don't really care about what people say, cause people will never tell you anything privately, so its not authentic, its all for show. I feel like the whole world is a demonic fuck-fest of stupidity. Something has got to give. France has the right idea. Now it just need to go global. Maybe reduce the population by 9/10ths 'til the only people left are people that mind their own business. Then I can grow squash in the backyard and sleep a lot cause I no longer have to pay to exist. You know, actual freedom? 

Now I have this website, which costs roughly $100 a month just to keep it up. So I make no profits from it. I've been a hamster on a wheel for the last 20 years. Still don't even have a car. I never go anywhere. Just work on art and exist. And now people take it all for granted because of AI. If I have to make 10 digital paintings just to sell one at 50% off then I definitely wont be here much longer. I guess all of you internet clowns won with your evil bullshit. And who cares? NOBODY! Good riddance to this world is all I can say. Never liked it much to begin with and I definitely can't stand it now. Its a sick joke. Just waiting on the last shoe to drop. It's all but over now. I feel like I'm here just to watch shit get worse. Like watching a real life horror movie. I'm not suicidal but I hate everything!